How To Love

My eyes hurt.

You probably hate me.

i deserve it.

The kid didn't know that when he called me you, 

it would started a never ending rainstorm from my eyes.

The parking lot cement was comfy anyways.

school is to much.

A blonde talks me through 1st period.

The Riley's my therapists during 3rd.

My eyes hurt.

Ice cream didn't work.

turkey avocado & swiss reminded me of you.

Tacos made me sick.

My eyes hurt.

my parents questions feel heavy with worry.

my answers are heavy with what feels like regret.

Everything is your memory.

My eyes hurt.

Heart shattering at the thought of your screams.

My eyes hurt.

I ruined our painting.

My eyes hurt.

Couldn't ever figure out How To Love.

It's leap year so soon this day won't exist.

never been happier for something to disappear.

As miserable as it is,
 I would do it a million times over for
you & the 6 months of utter bliss.

h.i.m.

H is for How many times I've fallen in love.

11 times with my dog.

3,478 times with the power of music.

28 times with the smell of dryer sheets.

456 times with rain.

117 times with sugar.

1,026 times with nature.

12,860,032 times with you.

I is for irresistible.

There's no better word to describe it.

As hard as I try you're always in the back of my mind swarming my thoughts.

An illustration of your hands moving down my hip while our lips play tug of war.

It's like I'm an addict. Having withdrawals when you're not with me.

I have your smell memorized. Your heart organized. And your voice analyzed.

M is for Missing you.

I miss you all the time.

Even when your touch is so real I can feel the moisture of your breath against my neck and I'm encircled in your arms...I miss you.

Hmm making waffles sounds nice.

When you go out of town it is the death of me. 

I have half my heart but you took the rest 277 miles away.

I miss you.

Our telepathy and the way we walk in sync doesn't help.

When I go to Walmart with out you I feel uncomfortable.

I miss you.