Rainstorms

We won the battle but the trophy is theirs

Walks of the loss dig into my brain

Clenched fists around my wrists

The way your jaw line connects the thoughts and feelings makes me want to faint

I watch lips moving in slow motion

Hearing nothing but the rhythm of your heart 

Seeing nothing but the display of a motionless mind

Your presentation an automatic A

Overlapping words with intentions of pulling on emotions

And it works

But how can I be tied to you when we're not together

I feel your depression love 

Sadness runs through my veins 

Stomach drops just thinking how you feel worse

My body feels dead 

Heart beat flat lined because yours is

My body is dead.

You jumped off a cliff and I came 

Attached by a rope I didn't know I grabbed onto

Boys are supposed to have back bones but I took yours

Girls are suppose to have a comfort button but I can't find the words

I'm free falling.

I'm free falling.

I'm free falling.

We're under the same rainstorm love

So please, let me give you my umbrella